November 20th, 2000


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More signs of fatigue in terms of a potential breakdown. I couldn't force myself into lessons, my self-esteem was horrendously low.

I commented how boring I was because I decided adamantly I wasn't having an alcoholic drink (despite my sister's intentions) whilst we played pool. I don't get out too much with the family so while that's a mundane thing to keep, it's got some significance.