Today, though, my body isn't happy and I'm not really mentally calm. I feel like I could snap if someone starts any arguments today. I also feel like I could faint; I appear to be a few degrees hotter than I should be. Never the most promising of signs, that. Still, only today and tomorrow and then I have a rest on Tuesday. Well, besides having to go to the bank and sort out the money issue.
I really would enjoy solitary confinement for a few hours. The problem of having work and such is that when I get home I feel a little... rushed, I guess, to do something in the free time I have. To have effectively not wasted a day. I need to waste a day soon, to not have work for it, to just go "Sod it" to work and be lazy as hell. Of course, while Mum's still at home I have no chance of that.
When I get home tonight I am not going to be in a mood to be disturbed. Nice calm music and a lot of drink will be best. Of course, this will not happen, but it's nice to dream.
