I suppose the reason why I never explained was that Jamie has been writing it down so eloquently herself, while I have begun to grow tired of writing so much. I should write more in general; it might fire me up. Yet (to repeat myself) the process to keep me here takes so much of our time and energy that this is something that can be ignored, to some extent, for a while. Until then, Jamie's journal is a good place to look to for how things are going between us. Once I get back to my usual self, I'll add any details she may have forgotten.
During the time I have been here, I have felt guilty of being a burden at times. I don't impose myself often enough. I'll try and change that.
I was saddened that some people were shocked at the picture that was recently shown, as that also means I haven't been sappy enough about Jamie for some of you. To be blunt: she is a wonderful person to have. She always makes me happy, and I'm glad I make her happy too.