I am very unhappy with myself while I exist here. I use the word exist because I don't feel I've lived in Tacoma for quite a while.
I need to either change my perspective or my location. Changing my location is the easy way out to change my perspective and feel happier. But that is giving up and I don't want the end of a chapter of my life to end so apathetically.
I have until June 31 to look at myself and sort myself out. If not, I need to get out of here sooner rather than later.