Dean Rivers (dean_r) wrote,
Dean Rivers

The Easy Way Out

I wrote something last night that wasn't right to post, for the most part. But the last sentences were true, where I looked at myself.

I am very unhappy with myself while I exist here. I use the word exist because I don't feel I've lived in Tacoma for quite a while.

I need to either change my perspective or my location. Changing my location is the easy way out to change my perspective and feel happier. But that is giving up and I don't want the end of a chapter of my life to end so apathetically.

I have until June 31 to look at myself and sort myself out. If not, I need to get out of here sooner rather than later.

  • Ooh, hello.

    I remembered how to log in on here. Gosh, dredging up the past is like using one of those snakes to get the gunk out of the bathtub. Apparently I…

  • FIFA Test

    This came up while playing FIFA 12. A bit of NBA Elite-style Jesus-posin'! This is also me posting it into LJ to see if I can find a workaround to…

  • Wow

    You know what? I used to write a load of stuff in here. It was only when a family member from back in England asked how long it's been since I got…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.